My Decision

Like the knife of society let it cut me deep,
into the flesh and let me sleep.
After the river pours out of me.
Let all of others see, what they have let me be.

While they are partying all through the night.
I just used to sit here in fright.
Now my life is in my hands, it’s all mine.
It’s now wasting away, like the sands of time.

My body gone, my spirit lives on.
The big circle of things and I become one.
Heaven is no place for my spirit,
For life’s innocence became my limit.

The clouds strike me down, down below,
Where all satanic beings go.
For now I am trapped in this prison,
For my fateful, fateful decision.